I spent the last week (6th-12th November) in London at a DTS (Discipleship Training School) Gathering. What is this you ask? Well it is a coming together of a number of different DTS’s from different Youth With A Mission (YWAM) bases from around the UK together with two Schools Of Evangelism (SOE) (one from Norway, the other from Carlisle). This was organized by the Forever team (which I am helping with part-time at the moment, www.forever2012.com) and is run as a week of teaching on evangelism and also actual outreach in partnership with the churches in the local area. We are focusing on cities that are hosting Olympic events at the moment, so they have been run in Cardiff, Newcastle, Manchester, Weymouth/Portland and now London, with the next in Coventry in March. 
Numbers can vary from gathering to gathering, but we had over 200 people join us in London in an area called Tower Hamlets. It was an incredible and encouraging week for all involved. The churches really loved to have us alongside them and everyone really wanted to get stuck-in to what was going on and didn’t want to miss God. In the end we had hundreds of stories of how God touched people’s lives in the area through a big range of outreach activities such as: prayer walking, litter picking, various sports and art outreaches, and treasure hunting (asking God who to talk to and going out and talking to them). Also something as simple as engaging people for a chat and hot chocolate on a sofa in a park. Everyone really enjoyed the range and different things that they got involved with and it was a really good time of listening to the local community and blessing the area.




The week was very significant for me, with God speaking more about the next few years and also having my heart broken for people in a new, deeper way. On the Thursday afternoon we had some free time, so I asked God what I should do. He told me to go for a walk (which ended up being about 7 miles!) After an hour of walking, while praying for the places I wandered through, I felt God ask me to buy a bag of lollies and that I should give them out as I walked back toward the church we were staying in, because He wanted to show me some things.
As I kept walking I offered lollies to all sorts of people, but most of them didn’t take any. The majority of people who did take them were those that wouldn’t normally be noticed. I got to bless people sweeping the streets, people who are homeless, young and old etc. I approached a group of young guys, probably between 16 and 20, and offered them lollies to which they asked, “So why are you doing this then?” A very good question as it probably does not happen very often! When I told them God had told me to do it they did a double take and thanked me for my craziness, it was great!
I also stopped to talk with a woman who was working trying to sign people up to support St Mungo’s (a homeless charity). We talked for about half-an-hour, in which she told me that she was once a Christian and that meeting someone like me gave her hope in people again.
But the conversation that really broke my heart was the last guy I met. He was sitting on a bench, drunk, and threw his can of drink in my direction as I walked toward him. When he spotted me he looked really confused, I offered him a lollie and as he took it he also took off his hat and made space for me on his bench. He seemed so crushed, so hopeless, his first comment to me was “well I guess this means that God hasn’t given up on me yet.” We sat and talked for 45 minutes, or so, about God and what had happened in his life. He told me he was an ex-Catholic priest and from what he said he had been greatly crushed recently. What broke my heart most was that he stopped part way through our conversation and started yelling, almost sobbing, that he was a Son of God, but he was in despair as he didn’t know how to come back. I prayed with him a number of times during that encounter and when we parted he managed to stand up straight after a bit of a struggle and I gave him a hug and blessed him. He told me as we parted that before I sat down he was going to end his life that night, but now he was having second thoughts and thanked me for giving him hope. It was really interesting for me to be there with him, as he was seeing God through me, he kept looking at me and saying things like “you look like an angel.” My heart broke, I felt a bit more of what God’s heart is for the broken in this world, and it hurts!
I talked with a good friend of mine when I got back to the church, as I had questions and needed to pray with someone myself. The thing he said that really stuck with me was, “Jesus is walking the streets looking for the broken wanting to reach out to them, and he needs our help to do that.”
How can we just sit back and not do anything when God is weeping? When we ask God to break our hearts for what breaks His, are we really ready for what this means?